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left or right?
i cannot be like last sem d..seems i have promised to myself so i nid to fulfill my promise..
i dunno how to decide leh..
i nid to concentrate on both...
if not i will repeat what i have done like last sem..
i really scared that to get those pointer again..
last time i used to ignore small test so my pointer also ignore me
now i really care each test cuz i want to increase my pointer
so if i go, do i have enuf time to study?
can i manage my time properly?
i know i have been a failure on managing my time and activities
i afraid to repeat those history
i dun wanna disappointed my family n myself..
i hate the feeling..
BUT
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if i absent from the event i sure will regret in my future life
i love sport
n i used to hope myself to represent U
i also hope that i can have any success on my sport in this year
but here comes this problem

argg...anyway this is still my own problem
i still nid to solve it
hopefully there are someone or some other way that can give me gud guide...
amitabha~